GAY BI LESBIAN:
Sex is a big issue for a lot of gay and lesbian teens, and there is a huge range of experiences among young GLBT individuals.
Things like deciding whether to have sex, fantasizing, and figuring up who you are attracted to, are all issues that come up frequently.
SHORT STORY:
Here, some gay and lesbian teens talk about sex and share their thoughts, feelings and fears about the subject.
I'm 16, and out to my school. There are 5 gay guys in my school, including myself, and 2 lesbians. When ever I'm around my boyfriends - meaning the gay guys - they sometimes talk about what great sex they've all had and what awesome boyfriend they're with.
I on the other hand am single and have never had sex with a guy. They joke with me about being the baby, cause' I'm the youngest, and how innocent I am because I haven't had sex.
I've only been with 2 guys the past couple of years and I feel that I am left out and to "fit in" I have to have sex.
They pressure me about it and I do feel bad and like an outcast because I mean what gay guy wouldn't want to have sex? But then having to face public humiliation about it...
It bothers me quite a bit. I feel like I'm being pressured to have sex with the first person who offers it. I've been offered to do it orally but I said no, because it would be meaningless.
STORY II
I've considered myself bi for a long time, but my sexual relationships have mainly been with men, and I don't enjoy them.
I'm the craziest person I know because I simply don't enjoy sex with men, (I'm a girl by the way) although I feel attracted to them.
I do though, love sex with women. I have less of it though, as I am more reserved with my body around women. I feel like it's a higher sex.
Like, sex with a guy is just normal and supposed to happen. But sex with a woman is just beautiful, more enjoyable, better, but therefore more for me to worry about.
I actually love my body less when around women, perhaps because to me, everyone woman is more beautiful than I am, and men just simply arent on that level.
Maybe I'm just bi to hold on to a little bit of "normality". I hide myself behind sex with men, it makes me feel that supposed normality I guess. I'm just very confused.
STORY III
Everyday, I watch lesbians, like movie clips from YouTube or parts of the L Word on YouTube, since my mom doesn't know I'm lesbian.
So for the past two days my hormones have been out of control (it's not that time of the month). But it's very annoying.
Well, anyway, the other day I found this hot sex scene from the movie "Loving Annabelle" and the teacher looks so much like my math teacher it's scary!
So all I can think about is ME having that sex scene with my math teacher!!
And she's not even that attractive! All during math class today all I could think about was that sex scene and me doing my teacher. It's so annoying!
